freaking freaker -_-
you cannot keep doing this to me….it has been at least 6 months…you ended whatever we were doing with me~it wasnt dating and i dont even know what it was, but YOU ended it. yeah its true i never wanted it to end, i was utterly happy for once. but you did. i like when you are around me, when you do this stuff, im not gunna lie. i miss it. but to know that you are leaving for college and the school year is ending, it makes me wanna cry my eyes out because you are just messing around with me. and me knowing that whatever we had for however long it was, is something that i will never get again, drives me crazy. because its something that you keep giving me tastes of, and i want it all back. i can never muster up the courage to tell you all this in person. i couldnt stand the face of rejection…again.
